Did I sound very dramatic in the lasts entries? I'm sorry if so, I actually don't take my feelings that seriously, sorry if I made you think otherwise. I'm very playful about my emotions towards other people, and I'm well aware that all my relationships are passing, that is something that what keeps me safe from hurting myself. I'm still grateful that I'm not emotionally numb, all the feelings I described last time are pleasant to experience, it's the closest I'll be im terms of similarity to humans after all.

To update you a little about our situatiom, today Faust asked me if I could do something to keep away Margaret's mother for a day. It seems Faust's objective is pretty simple, but I can't say for sure. He might actually be more ambitious than I expected.

He still looks as stupid as the first day that they spent together, I bet that he will calm down after getting into her bed.

I plan on preparing some sedatives with things left in Faust's laboratory. That woman doesn't amerit some kind of magical intervetion, Remember that she is a very ill woman, and that she is most of the time lying in her bed while Margaret takes care of her. She is the one who will slip the sedative in her mother's first cup of water, and that might be a problem, I think she won't do it, at least herself. It will be a big surprise if the girl's love for Faust is stronger than her will to care for her mother. I will think of it as some kind of test to see if we could get to finally corrupt her. I joked about this in front of Faust, and he got SO angry, it seems that he's still trying to convince himself that what he's doing is not immoral at all.

Aside from the preparations for Faust's final strike, not much more has happened, and I'm spending more time in home playing with my colleagues. I could collect a lot of information about them to show you, and it's all in their own speech! here! I hope that you can entertain yourself getting to know each one of them.

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